Tears

I'm crying all the time. I don't even know if I will find more tears to show you up what I'm felling.
Time pass and it's all the same. Can you tell me why your doing this to me?
What did I did to you?
YES, I didn't show you my real feelings cause I was afraid that I could scare you. I don't have any chance? Do I?
I'm so sorry and I will never forget all that beautiful moments that we had spent  cause were the most beautiful moment I ever spent. Passion, LOVE everything, every single thing is a thing that I will never forget.
I hate my self because I'm too in love with you but you don't want me back. Crying and crying in every moment when I remember the YOU&I. When you write to me a big smile cover my face and something special starts to work and I laugh all the time, then I see you waiting with a friend and I don't even know what are you doing there. Waiting someone?